not much going on... chillin with my baby and my brothers. hope everyone is doin good... MUCH LOVE...

                                      ...KATIE

Well, today has sucked ass, except for like a couple of hours. I got my wisdom teeth surgically removed today, this morning. I really didn't expect it to hurt this much... Even with the pain meds. A couple of my friends came to see me, Nikki, Danny, and Kat. Of course my boyfriend came to see me. I am freakin miserable... Those of you who know me know that I love eat... I can only eat things like soups and milkshakes and pureed food... It FUCKING SUCKS MAJOR ASS!!!! Any who... I prolly wont be in school for the rest of the week... Tear, seriously cus I hate missin school... Love you all and hope all is right with the world...

                                     ...KATIE

ok... so this bull shit has got to stop... first its all a misunderstanding, then its wat the fuck are you talking about, now its i dont want to talk to you. I wish Kelsey would just make up her mind... She wants to start something then she wants to back out of it... People can't live like that. The morals of the story...

#1. DONT START SOMETHING YOU CANNOT OR WILL NOT FINISH!!

#2. Dont start drama just because your self-esteem has gone down.

#3. DONT START SOMETHING YOU CANNOT OR WILL NOT FINISH!!

#4. Dont say something you dont mean.

#5. DONT START SOMETHING YOU CANNOT OR WILL NOT FINISH!!

#6. Dont try to make other people happy if you are not happy first.

That is the reason all this started. Kelsey started something she cannot or will not finish, I dont think she can make up her  mind, she started drama with Danny because she was having a little self-esteem issues, she said stuff she said she meant and then turned around and denied it, and she is not happy at all with herself and that is causing everyone problems. I hope eventually she can find herself and just be content with who she is, once she can do that she will be perfect... I learned that the hard way... After several attempts at suicide because of my self-imposed imperfections, after an almost drug induced coma where I felt as if I left my body and traveled to paradise, I realized that the only reason I wasn't perfect was because I didnt feel that way... The only reason I thought I wasn't was because I was not happy and yet I was trying to make everyone else happy. You can't make everyone happy... I realized that during that attempt at suicide... I love you all and I hope one day you too can have that experience...

                                                      ...Katie

Today totally sux ass!!!! I brought home this rat for my animal science class and I have been the only one that has really payed much attention to him since the year started... He was very sick and this morning when i woke up to give him his medicine he was dead... and my boy friend just doesnt seem to understand... I called him looking for some sort of sympathy and/or guidance and he just didnt seem to care at all... Maybe it is time for us to have a serious talk... This how my life is going to be for the rest of my life... That is how I want it and if he wants to be with me forever like he says and he cant be the person I am going to need when these things happen then we cant be together... I just hate it when these things happen... Oh yeah... Danny, Paul as much as I dispise you two I am hoping for you... My heart goes out to all of you who are hurting... I love you all...

                                                    ...love,KATIE

Heyy peoples... Wow! No one loves me :'( Oh well... Just getting on to say hello... Life has pretty much been the same... School, my friends, and sleep... I can't believe it Danny, you are actually dating Kori now... You better tap that... She will give it up to you... No worries... Much luv peeps...

                 ...the one, the only, and truly yours... KATIE